A Tornadic Twist to a Dreary Dream

I have been having recurring dreams about tornadoes for the better part of twelve years now. Though not in the sense that I dream the exact dream over and over, it is more like a recurring theme. There is always a tornado and I always seem to be running away from it.

So as long as we are discussing recurring themes, I thought I might expand on the premise from my last post (my inane idiosyncrasies) and allow you to delve into the depths of my psyche for another issue at hand. Scary, I know! I came up with the idea for this blog topic the other day--after waking up from yet another tornado dream. Now I don’t have these dreams every night, just every once in a while and thought perhaps it might be time to find out the exact nature as to why I keep having these cyclonic nightmares. Because seriously, it’s just weird!

Now for some reason, I am equally terrified and intrigued by tornadoes. I really like those shows on the Weather Channel where people chase storms and video tape tornadoes. It is almost like I get sucked into the vortex of the drama being played out on the television, watching with growing anticipation at the panic that is likely to ensue. But at the same time I am hiding under the protective cover of my blanket. I am extremely interested in the science behind these storms and I could probably give you a whirlwind of tornadic jargon and even identify a wall cloud or two. I even think sometimes that I would like to see a tornado, though not really, but kind of, just not quite! That last sentence alone should be reason enough to consider therapy as a viable option. But anyway, my first step in this investigative process is to find out what a tornado might signify.

After visiting several sites online about dreams and tornadoes, I’ve realized that I don’t really have the knowledge to say whether one site is better than the other. I figure I might as well go with the consensus. So, here it is… A tornado in a dream can indicate anything from fear of experiencing a profound loss, or an abrupt life altering change, to problems in a relationship due to extreme emotional outbursts. Okay! I’m going to go with the former rather than the latter on this one.

The former makes sense in that for me, these dreams started twelve years ago, shortly after my father unexpectedly passed away. This would be fear of an extreme loss, but twelve years seems like a long time to continue having these dreams. It could be due to fear of change. I’m not a big fan. And it would make sense as to why I have been having these dreams lately, because we are moving in the next month. I have been worried about having to change jobs, or worse, not having a job.

At least I can take some solace in the fact that I am not alone in this. After reading countless accounts of people's dreams involving tornadoes and what they suggest in relation to their own lives, I feel that these dreams are not a big deal. It is just the way my subconscious deals with external conflicts, that of which are beyond my control. It is a coping mechanism, allowing my mind to process my fears in a more natural manner. But I’m not a professional, this is really just conjecture. All I know is that there are a lot of people that dream about tornadoes and that makes me feel a lot better! I am not really sure if I will ever stop dreaming about tornadoes, this is a situation that I am not quite sure how to rectify. One can only hope that I will someday be able to conquer my fears on loss and change, but after twelve years I am not very optimistic. As the saying goes, this will likely happen… “Only in my dreams!”